He asked for my phone no. while his daughter cradled up his chest.

I was travelling solo, quiet common for someone who lived 3 states away from home.There was an army couple next to me with about 2 year old daughter. And the baby was so cute and sweet she bonded with everyone and want to go to almost everyone who smiled at her. I was on theContinue reading “He asked for my phone no. while his daughter cradled up his chest.”

Hush! Don’t speak. Hold it, don’t cry. Don’t let them know. Keep it together, don’t show. Only the weak cries. Only the cowards seek assistance. Keep going. Keep grinding. “You’re just fine. Keep resisting. Ignore them. Those useless emotions, feelings and thoughts.” And just like that my sufferings dismissed as something made-up. So unreal, soContinue reading

A day of self Reflection.

How are you feeling right now? I feel stupid for not appreciating people while I was still with them. Now as I’m looking back l see how badly & irrationally I acted & hurt some of the most important people in my life. And while they say they don’t mind because they understand why I behavedContinue reading “A day of self Reflection.”

Musings

The dusky summer skiesClouds dyed in the sunset highlights,Birds returning to their families, alive,While distant, blurry lights shimmer with pride.As the cool breeze runs through my auburn hair,I smile, embraced by the arms that care,Wrapped around the one thing that truly matters.The hope, of holding you again,With the hands that tremble.yet would move mountains forContinue reading “Musings”

Feelings lately

Have you ever been in this strange situation where you realise it was not the people you hated but your own reflection? That the bitterness you had in store was not for them?That the decisions you made were not forced upon?It was you all alongYour choices made you miserableYour lack of love made you unhappyNowContinue reading “Feelings lately”

Oh!What a strange thing called LIFE!

Aren’t we just a visitor visiting this place called “earth” for a brief moment?So why should we live depressed?Why should we live like the pain’s gonna stay forever when we know we won’t be living in foreverWhy shouldn’t we enjoy every bit of this brief moment we have with ourselves?Oh! life is hard I agree,Continue reading “Oh!What a strange thing called LIFE!”

Life is unfair

Not so long ago I used to dream To travel around the globe with only me To sing my heart out to the music that lit me up To do the scariest shits just so I could kill my fearsBut what has changed now?Why do I don’t dream anymore?Where is the shine on my faceContinue reading “Life is unfair”

Struggles are real

Finding happiness in the midst of sadness seems like a joke right now How can she be happy? when she is sad How can she laugh? when she is already crying What can she do when the pain comes from within her When the shackles she’s tied to are made of her own thoughts andContinue reading “Struggles are real”

That false reality

Today I looked into the mirror and didn’t quite like what I saw Those cheeks looked saggy and full of freckles.Those lips looked darker than usual.Those eyes looked old like they are seeking something.That shapeless body with the extra pad of fat all in the wrong places.It made me sad….What has this world done toContinue reading “That false reality”

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