regrets – diary_of_a

Hush! Don’t speak. Hold it, don’t cry. Don’t let them know. Keep it together, don’t show. Only the weak cries. Only the cowards seek assistance. Keep going. Keep grinding. “You’re just fine. Keep resisting. Ignore them. Those useless emotions, feelings and thoughts.” And just like that my sufferings dismissed as something made-up. So unreal, soContinue reading

Feelings lately

Have you ever been in this strange situation where you realise it was not the people you hated but your own reflection? That the bitterness you had in store was not for them?That the decisions you made were not forced upon?It was you all alongYour choices made you miserableYour lack of love made you unhappyNowContinue reading “Feelings lately”

Life is unfair

Not so long ago I used to dream To travel around the globe with only me To sing my heart out to the music that lit me up To do the scariest shits just so I could kill my fearsBut what has changed now?Why do I don’t dream anymore?Where is the shine on my faceContinue reading “Life is unfair”

A confession

Have you ever had such a moment in your life when you realise that the fault lies within you?Where you finally know that it was not the people or their actions that pissed you off.. But your own reflection! And that the only one ruining your life is you.Your choices made you miserable,Your decisions madeContinue reading “A confession”

Regrets?

What do you regret the most?? Being open to people i shouldn’t have ever! But is it my fault? if I was raised to believe in “kindness” at first glance?