Hush! Don’t speak. Hold it, don’t cry. Don’t let them know. Keep it together, don’t show. Only the weak cries. Only the cowards seek assistance. Keep going. Keep grinding. “You’re just fine. Keep resisting. Ignore them. Those useless emotions, feelings and thoughts.” And just like that my sufferings dismissed as something made-up. So unreal, soContinue reading
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Story time
I went to a psychiatrist one time for counseling…Now I know not all psychiatrists can counsel at best but I knew him already so I thought he’d be a better choice. I shared him my troubles with all the courage I could gather and he legit said- “well if this, this and this hurt you,Continue reading “Story time”
But isn’t home ever so dynamic? You take it with you.
Share a story about the furthest you’ve ever traveled from home. It was an emotional moment for me when I left home for the first time. I didn’t know I would even shed a tear or two but surprisingly I did. I had to move out not because I had to join some college, 2000Continue reading “But isn’t home ever so dynamic? You take it with you.”
A day of self Reflection.
How are you feeling right now? I feel stupid for not appreciating people while I was still with them. Now as I’m looking back l see how badly & irrationally I acted & hurt some of the most important people in my life. And while they say they don’t mind because they understand why I behavedContinue reading “A day of self Reflection.”
Your every bit matters.
The one thing I absolutely would keep on doing is ‘Giving it all.’
When was the last time you celebrated your small wins?
Tell us about the last thing you got excited about. This might just sound so lame but hear me out. Growing up, I always wanted to ride a bicycle. Our parents couldn’t afford one and it was fine for all of us. Walking was what we always did, no matter the distance. And also IContinue reading “When was the last time you celebrated your small wins?”
Musings
The dusky summer skiesClouds dyed in the sunset highlights,Birds returning to their families, alive,While distant, blurry lights shimmer with pride.As the cool breeze runs through my auburn hair,I smile, embraced by the arms that care,Wrapped around the one thing that truly matters.The hope, of holding you again,With the hands that tremble.yet would move mountains forContinue reading “Musings”
Feelings lately
Have you ever been in this strange situation where you realise it was not the people you hated but your own reflection? That the bitterness you had in store was not for them?That the decisions you made were not forced upon?It was you all alongYour choices made you miserableYour lack of love made you unhappyNowContinue reading “Feelings lately”
Life is unfair
Not so long ago I used to dream To travel around the globe with only me To sing my heart out to the music that lit me up To do the scariest shits just so I could kill my fearsBut what has changed now?Why do I don’t dream anymore?Where is the shine on my faceContinue reading “Life is unfair”
Struggles are real
Finding happiness in the midst of sadness seems like a joke right now How can she be happy? when she is sad How can she laugh? when she is already crying What can she do when the pain comes from within her When the shackles she’s tied to are made of her own thoughts andContinue reading “Struggles are real”
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