happy – diary_of_a

Hush! Don’t speak. Hold it, don’t cry. Don’t let them know. Keep it together, don’t show. Only the weak cries. Only the cowards seek assistance. Keep going. Keep grinding. “You’re just fine. Keep resisting. Ignore them. Those useless emotions, feelings and thoughts.” And just like that my sufferings dismissed as something made-up. So unreal, soContinue reading

Your every bit matters.

The one thing I absolutely would keep on doing is ‘Giving it all.’

Oh!What a strange thing called LIFE!

Aren’t we just a visitor visiting this place called “earth” for a brief moment?So why should we live depressed?Why should we live like the pain’s gonna stay forever when we know we won’t be living in foreverWhy shouldn’t we enjoy every bit of this brief moment we have with ourselves?Oh! life is hard I agree,Continue reading “Oh!What a strange thing called LIFE!”

Moments like this>>>>>>>>

Tonight my brother called meHe asked me about my health..How was I doing?How are my studies going? And why is that so special?Because in my entire 26 years of life he did this only twice. From not being able to stand each other in a room….to face timing each other with a big smile onContinue reading “Moments like this>>>>>>>>”

Let it go

Life is so much easier if we stop holding grudges over what people did to us, how they treated us,or made us feel a certain way. When we start to focus on the good things we possess that could make us feel so good.. the wisdom is actually enlightening. We are bundles of “possibilities” trappedContinue reading “Let it go”

Winter rains and wide sky

What do you love about where you live? As a winter lover. I’m in love with Koraput’s weather, it’s a perfect blend of warmth and cold But for me it’s the winter rains,bringing bone chilling cold with it… What I enjoy watching everyday is the greenery around me and the wide sky above me ..IContinue reading “Winter rains and wide sky”

Anshu

Few months later , the nostalgia finally hit.Passing through the tunnels of a strange land , reminded me of a certain 5 year old.Alternating lights of the dark path seemed to resemble the flickering obedience of the kid .But the bridges reminded me of the depth in his conviction when he said .. I amContinue reading “Anshu”

You’re Strong

I know how it feels to be left out, I know how it feels to be alienated. I know how it feels, To be the only one standingAnd it’s hardIt’s hard to be on your own I know the feeling When you’re surrounded by many,But you still feel lonely.I know it hurtsLike you wanna giveContinue reading “You’re Strong”

Country girl with big dreams

Describe your life in an alternate universe. Country girl with a sustainable lifestyle. Farming,gardening,cooking, having a small cottage with a big garden outside bearing all kinds of plantations and a stream of river flowing nearby,just like how you see in movies with all the greenery around and a heartful of big dreams to be achieved.

What brings me joy? ~Singing~

Still an amateur but…. Being able to sing is my biggest flauntSinging brings me joyIt calms me down and get me to dancingBeing in a medical profession you gotta have something or someone to run to when things get overwhelmedSinging is that escape for me.I’m grateful everyday for my gift of singingEven though I’m notContinue reading “What brings me joy? ~Singing~”