Have you ever been in this strange situation where you realise it was not the people you hated but your own reflection? That the bitterness you had in store was not for them?That the decisions you made were not forced upon?It was you all alongYour choices made you miserableYour lack of love made you unhappyNowContinue reading “Feelings lately”
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Moments like this>>>>>>>>
Tonight my brother called meHe asked me about my health..How was I doing?How are my studies going? And why is that so special?Because in my entire 26 years of life he did this only twice. From not being able to stand each other in a room….to face timing each other with a big smile onContinue reading “Moments like this>>>>>>>>”
They
It’s silly how they always want you to be strong and brave.But little do they realise you are broken and you need help.And although seeking help doesn’t make you weak …for them it’s always like this.They change your perception towards yourselfYou become more and more pretentious more and more delusional into thinking that they mightContinue reading “They”
Diary 101
And I’m thinking to myself what kind of pathetic life I’m living.It’s the 26th year of my life and i haven’t started..My life hasn’t begun..I still have so much to do in life and half of my life is already gone. People are doing great things…becoming famous… earning money …but most importantly doing what theyContinue reading “Diary 101”
Winter rains and wide sky
What do you love about where you live? As a winter lover. I’m in love with Koraput’s weather, it’s a perfect blend of warmth and cold But for me it’s the winter rains,bringing bone chilling cold with it… What I enjoy watching everyday is the greenery around me and the wide sky above me ..IContinue reading “Winter rains and wide sky”
Family: a bond of love
Winter morning of 2021, I remember my Baba (my dad) taking this photo of me.That day I knew he was a good photographer.We went for my sister’s marriage ceremony in Rishikesh, UttarakhandAnd that morning we all went to Ganga ghat to admire it’s glory.The moment was beautiful especially with family,Because unlike other families we hardlyContinue reading “Family: a bond of love”
You’re Strong
I know how it feels to be left out, I know how it feels to be alienated. I know how it feels, To be the only one standingAnd it’s hardIt’s hard to be on your own I know the feeling When you’re surrounded by many,But you still feel lonely.I know it hurtsLike you wanna giveContinue reading “You’re Strong”
Be kind but be wise!
You don’t need to loose your innocence or your kindness to be an adult or say “Matured”.You just need to learn to use these attributes more judiciously. Learning to differentiate from who deserves your time and care and who doesn’t is an art which we learn the hard way ..so make it worth it!Because inContinue reading “Be kind but be wise!”
SUCCESS-a process
Success is not an EVENTIt is a long ongoing process that you have to keep walking on everydayAnd there’s a high possibility that it won’t matter to THEM. But to you? It will always matter to you and that should be the only matter of concern here.The tiny thoughts you have,The tiny efforts you make,TheContinue reading “SUCCESS-a process”
What is it?
1st August 2023 21:05 I’m angryAngry at myself for not trying enoughI know what it took me to be hereYet I’m taking things for grantedTaking my blessings for grantedSeeing others happyI get envious and jealousWhy can’t I be happy like themWhat is stopping me?Why am I always sad?Why is it so hard?
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