What’s your favorite month of the year? Why?
December!!! Because it’s cold and it has Christmas!!
What book are you reading right now?
Medicine😭😭😭😭
Forgive and forget
Judging someone based on their past is utter foolishness
Everything and every being changes with time..it’s the golden rule.
Just forgive and move on.
If you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?
Small cottage with a big garden anywhere in the European countryside.
I love nature and I wanna live close to one and European countries have the best view in the world.
Moments like this>>>>>>>>
Tonight my brother called me
He asked me about my health..
How was I doing?
How are my studies going?
And why is that so special?
Because in my entire 26 years of life he did this only twice.
From not being able to stand each other in a room..
..to face timing each other with a big smile on our faces. From wishing bad luck upon each other to seeking blessings for each other .
We siblings have come a long way.
After all the childhood traumas we went through..this relationship is finally healing and I cannot be more grateful.
They said “sibling fights” are normal
But not until one needs to be hospitalized.
Then you realise things are far worse.
But,
Distance became a therapy for us. It’s indeed true distance changes you.
After being away from each other for more than 10 years.. now we finally realise the essence of this beautiful relationship we never understood before .
And I’m grateful for this realisation.
Who is the most famous or infamous person you have ever met?
Nobody I haven’t met with anybody famous.
They
It’s silly how they always want you to be strong and brave.
But little do they realise you are broken and you need help.
And although seeking help doesn’t make you weak …for them it’s always like this.
They change your perception towards yourself
You become more and more pretentious more and more delusional into thinking that they might be actually right.
And you forget it’s your life that only you will live.
Growing up in an environment where other’s “needs” and “wants” are put first you often forget to pause for yourself and do things you want to do.
And coming out of such mindset is a task in itself.
With which you struggle and no one gives a shit about your pain.
How long will you go on like this? Listening to them and believing in them?
You need to stop,pause for a second and rethink.
Because no one in this world is as important as you are to yourself!
Diary 101
And I’m thinking to myself what kind of pathetic life I’m living.
It’s the 26th year of my life and i haven’t started..
My life hasn’t begun..
I still have so much to do in life and half of my life is already gone.
People are doing great things…becoming famous… earning money …but most importantly doing what they love and cherish.
And here I’m in my room studying because I always have some exams coming up which I don’t even feel like giving anymore.
The joy is gone, the fun has fainted and all I am left with.. is this dull aching pain inside of my empty self.
Still wondering when will my life begin?
And will it all make sense in the end?
What if I’m not happy with my life when I’m done with this world…
Will I be content then? Will I be satisfied? Because if it does not..
Then what’s the point?
What podcasts are you listening to?
Jay Shetty and Stephanie soo
Do you need time?
Yes yes yes
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