What notable things happened today?
I realised that I’m the problem and it’s so disheartening.
Struggles are real
Finding happiness in the midst of sadness seems like a joke right now
How can she be happy? when she is sad
How can she laugh? when she is already crying
What can she do when the pain comes from within her
When the shackles she’s tied to are made of her own thoughts and beliefs.
Perfect timing?
We always wait for the perfect timing
Always wait for the right moments
..to celebrate..to be happy,
And while it’s good to strive for more.
We often forget to cherish the moment,
Forget to really pause and breathe in good vibes,
Forget that happiness lies not in the past or future but in the here and now,
That you can be happy even with no reason at all.
So, today when you walk out of your bed can you look around? and be grateful for the smallest of things you have and just be happy that they exist.
What bores you?
The People and their selfish ways
Don’t say you love God when you can’t even love humans.
What is your favorite drink?
Water
Write about your first name: its meaning, significance, etymology, etc.
“SANGEETA” which simply translates to “MUSIC” the 7 musical notes make up SANGEET.
And sure enough I am so passionate about music so I suppose the name is indeed meant for me.
What makes a good leader?
To be able to understand its team.
Think back on your most memorable road trip.
Oh how I wish I had one😶🌫️
That false reality
Today I looked into the mirror and didn’t quite like what I saw
Those cheeks looked saggy and full of freckles.
Those lips looked darker than usual.
Those eyes looked old like they are seeking something.
That shapeless body with the extra pad of fat all in the wrong places.
It made me sad….What has this world done to me?
It has corrupted me
Gave me a false perception towards myself.
And now I don’t even like myself.
And I keep looking..
Looking for ways to change myself
To change who I’m.
Forgetting that beauty isn’t at all about the exterior.
It’s the HEART that matters!
And that beauty lies in the eyes of the ones who see it.
And that I’ll always be beautiful for the ones who love me.
“So why dont you start loving youself again?
said the voice inside of my head
….You’ll see how beautiful you’re the next time you see yourself in the mirror”.
And I said “I will try”.
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