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A girl with a fearful heart

How would you describe yourself to someone who can’t see you?

I wish I knew a better way to describe myself…

A girl with long hair but loves short hair, a girl who loves to dress up like a guy,a girl who always wanna be tough but can’t help with her emotional side,a girl who can’t self praise herself ever..a girl who is emotional as hell and would literally cry over small matters,a girl who wanna shout “NO” but can’t SAY the same ( which I think is terrible) a girl who loves animals more than hoomans, a girl with tiny bit more compassion towards humanity,a girl who says she doesn’t care but end up caring more than ever,a girl who uses slangs a lot but only in secret. A girl with big dreams in her eyes but a fearful heart, a girl who tries but fails miserably, a girl with no idea where her life will take her but has high hopes to travel around the world some day.

Going to church

What traditions have you not kept that your parents had?

Not because I don’t want to but because I don’t get time even on sundays

What is it?

1st August 2023 21:05

I’m angry
Angry at myself for not trying enough
I know what it took me to be here
Yet I’m taking things for granted
Taking my blessings for granted
Seeing others happy
I get envious and jealous
Why can’t I be happy like them
What is stopping me?
Why am I always sad?
Why is it so hard?

Change is beautiful

“We often wish for our situations to change not realising we were put in that situation so that we could change”

Tyrannosaurus rex

If you could bring back one dinosaur, which one would it be?

And hoped he’d eat every last human on earth.And also because I don’t know any other dino name.

Innocent soul

Oh how cruel the word is to let a life so innocent and pure die. If innocence could win hearts you’d probably be alive💔

Switzerland & Japan

If you won two free plane tickets, where would you go?

You’re not the first and you won’t be the last either!

What would you change about modern society?

I would have stop the“I am a victim” culture that this modern society is following in full swing. Everybody is a victim in some way you’re not special stop seeking special treatment, sympathy and attention and focus on self growth.

Pops and podcast

What do you listen to while you work?

Usually I don’t listen to anything while working but sometimes you need music or just anything to make it done. Pop are a saviour in that matter. And when I’m free i mostly prefer listening to jay Shetty’s podcast that man is Lit.

Spicy Chinese cuisines

What’s your go-to comfort food?

Having been brought up in ARUNACHAL PRADESH where the foods are so much influenced by the Chinese cuisines,any chinese cuisine reminds me of home esp the spicy noodles and soups.