Ambivalent Morning

“….and I looked to the sky
The sun was hopeful”

I remember the morning

So clear and blue,

Sun peeking through the winter horizon

So pure and true,

Covering everything in its orange hue,

Everything was perfect that day except for you.

I remember the way I was taken aback,when you said you had to leave,I was heartbroken but you didn’t even care.And you left! And I sat there for hours wondering where I went wrong.. Didn’t realise I had killed my dignity just to keep you close,And now I was finally free.

But now when I look back,all I’m reminded of is the beautiful winter morning I didn’t bother to notice that day.

You’re Strong

I know how it feels to be left out, I know how it feels to be alienated. I know how it feels, To be the only one standing
And it’s hard
It’s hard to be on your own
I know the feeling When you’re surrounded by many,
But you still feel lonely.
I know it hurts
Like you wanna give up.
Like you wanna stop existing because you feel like no one really cares.
But It’s okay,
It’s really okay,
You’ve got this!
Don’t you already realise you’re strong!!?
And you’ll get through this? It’s just a phase girl it’s gonna pass
Trust the timing.
You’ll soon stop feeling the hurt
And you’ll enjoy the solitude. Believe me when I say that… “Being alone is far better than being with someone pretentious”
Keep doing what you love.

Be kind but be wise!

You don’t need to loose your innocence or your kindness to be an adult or say “Matured”.
You just need to learn to use these attributes more judiciously. Learning to differentiate from who deserves your time and care and who doesn’t is an art which we learn the hard way ..so make it worth it!
Because in the end you either loose all your innocence to the world or you become a clown faking it all for them.

© Diaryofamedstudent

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