What would you do if you lost all your possessions?
First of I’ll cry like a baby then I think I would work hard to earn them back in some other way…but if it’s the people I loose (long pause) well let’s stick to materialistic possessions only.
Tell us about a time when you felt out of place.
I feel out of place every day..I’m feeling it right now as I’m typing this while sitting in the library.
Since the day I chose this profession i feel out of place .. I feel out of place in my hostel in my college in this place where I live. i feel out of place everywhere. I wonder what great things I’d be doing if it wasn’t this in the first place.
And to be really honest even if this feels like a shit show i still wanted it somewhere.. somewhere in the past.. because then it seemed to be the only way to make them feel proud of me and so far it’s working.
I guess this is what it feels like to live for the ones you love and I’m not complaining nor am I quitting anytime soon.
Your life without a computer: what does it look like?
Amazing
A confession
Have you ever had such a moment in your life when you realise that the fault lies within you?
Where you finally know that it was not the people or their actions that pissed you off..
But your own reflection!
And that the only one ruining your life is you.
Your choices made you miserable,
Your decisions made you the you you hate so much,
And now you don’t know how to deal with the truth.
How to do things right.
’cause that’s how you’ve been living your whole life.
And now you’re afraid of the changes
You’re terrified to not be the only you you know
The thought of it run chills down your spine,
But you know that you need to stop.
That you can’t go no more,
And oh!how you wish upon it to be untrue!
But…
Bitter as it is,
You know you can’t hide now.
What skill would you like to learn?
Painting and Dancing are the skills I would so want to learn..
Regrets?
What do you regret the most??
Being open to people i shouldn’t have ever!
But is it my fault? if I was raised to believe in “kindness” at first glance?
List three jobs you’d consider pursuing if money didn’t matter.
1. Becoming a professional singer
2. Becoming a civil servant
3. Becoming a doctor(in process)
What could you do more of?
Living for myself a bit more and less for others.
What’s the best piece of advice you’ve ever received?
That no matter how much you try to change the world or the people or their thoughts you just cannot change them unless they want to.
All you can do is be flexible or better put “adapt yourself” according to situations and people around you…only then will you be able to protect your peace.
And I’m not saying be blind to injustices happenin’ around. Do Speak up! But be Flexible!
What’s your favorite word?
“Maa” because she is everything.
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