diary_of_a_medstudent.

Beauty is you!

Isn’t “beauty” a subjective term?
An individual expression?
A personal feeling?
that only you have the eyes to see.
Isn’t it true?
That the world seems more beautiful,
when we feel the beauty on the inside first?

What is beauty for you might not be the same beauty for me.
Your choices and my choices are bound to differ.
That doesn’t mean we go about disregarding each other’s opinions and beliefs.
Today! let’s vow to respect each other’s beauty.
And be a little more considerate toward one another.

What have you been working on?

I have been working on my self optimism lately and so far I have been failing miserably. Thanks to my negative mindset duh!

Anger: strength or weakness

What’s something most people don’t know about you?

That I have anger issues like for heaven sake its gonna kill me one day and only those closest to me know that i could destroy myself with this anger of which I’m not really proud of.

But there was this one time I remember when my anger saved one of my friends from being assaulted. I just barged at that man like a crazy dog.

That day I realised my anger makes me powerful. I always hated my anger but now I guess things have changed and as of today I respect every emotion that I feel.

Every emotion has a story behind it and I know I have it too, and I’m learning everyday to give directions to everything I feel within.

Do lazy days make you feel rested or unproductive?

Surely unproductive if I haven’t been honest with my work during my week days.

When was the first time you really felt like a grown up (if ever)?

The very first time I stepped out of my home state to study in a different state.

The very fact that my parents allowed me to be away from home for my studies made me feel like a grown up that I can take my own responsibility henceforth and now I realise that I can never really go home and it’s sad and enlightening at the same time.

If you had a million dollars to give away, who would you give it to?

I would likely give it away to the animal rescue teams all around my area and neighbouring areas as well because I feel so sorry for the stray animals I see on the street everyday and that i can’t help them.

Let it go

Life is so much easier if we stop holding grudges over what people did to us, how they treated us,or made us feel a certain way.

When we start to focus on the good things we possess that could make us feel so good.. the wisdom is actually enlightening.

We are bundles of “possibilities” trapped inside this body eagerly waiting to be freed.
Let go of the burden of the past you have been carrying for quite sometime now ..it’s heavy I know.. you need to rest.

And take it slow, trust me you’ll feel amazing after lifting off this burden of forgiveness some people might need from you.

Do it for yourself and not for them.

I used to struggle with this..for months on i couldn’t sleep knowing i had so much hate for someone in my life and all those episodes of anxiety and depression subsided just recently when I could really forgive her and it was not for her but for me.

So can you forgive someone today?

I promise you’ll heal because I’m healing.

What’s something you would attempt if you were guaranteed not to fail.

I would have attempted the most toughest exam in India!

Can y’all guess what it is?

How hard are they?

What was the hardest personal goal you’ve set for yourself?

To get into a medical school was I think my hardest goal and I have never been so grateful to be finally studying into one.

What is your favorite hobby or pastime?

Singing!!