What experiences in life helped you grow the most?
The experiences that make you “want to die” but you chose life.
Describe a phase in life that was difficult to say goodbye to.
The last year of my college life to be specific my internship period, man what a year of balance it was♡
Passenger’s said it right : “Only know you love her when you let her go”
What is your mission?
To probably survive the next hour without self sabotaging.
what is life anyway without the exhaustion of being alive.
I have been hard on everyone and everything—but mostly on myself.
I have been strong for so long, holding myself to the edge, living in survival mode.
Now the damage is felt, the cracks evident, the exhaustion obvious.
Oh dear Sang, take a pause now.
You’ve been holding your breath for so long—you can let it go now.
You can relax.
You can just… just do nothing.
Just be,
Just exist.
Nothing is required of you.
Stop hurting yourself for all the wrong reasons.
It’s time to put down the useless weight.
The cracks and crevices may never be filled.
The shattered pieces may never be undone.
You hold great wisdom and power underneath that exhausted body and mind.
You curse yourself for feeling too deeply,
for seeing beyond sight,
for listening beyond words,
for understanding beyond emotions.
You use your heart more than your mind, a blessing in disguise.
In a world where humans lack humanity, and only a few understand what it stands for,
still, only a handful truly possess the gift.
It’s time to give yourself what you’ve been giving to others—
love, care, respect, time,
and everything extra.
Your life without a computer: what does it look like?
Beautiful.
What’s your #1 priority tomorrow?
Surviving.
Hush! Don’t speak.
Hold it, don’t cry.
Don’t let them know.
Keep it together, don’t show. Only the weak cries. Only the cowards seek assistance.
Keep going.
Keep grinding.
“You’re just fine. Keep resisting. Ignore them. Those useless emotions, feelings and thoughts.”
And just like that my sufferings dismissed as something made-up.
So unreal, so dreamy.
A creation of the weak mind.
Oh, you never even acknowledged the wound, let alone listened to it bleed.
But will you ever know?
It’s the tears that keep me breathing.
It’s the sadness that proves I’m still alive.
It’s the pain that keeps me grounded.
It’s the way I hold it together.
It’s not my weakness – But my SUPERPOWER
How often do you walk or run?
Running for my health? Never
Running from life? Everyday🙃
Describe your ideal week.
The week when I run my errands with minimal to no help from others.
Story time
I went to a psychiatrist one time for counseling…Now I know not all psychiatrists can counsel at best but I knew him already so I thought he’d be a better choice.
I shared him my troubles with all the courage I could gather and he legit said- “well if this, this and this hurt you, stop doing it.”
“Your actions are the real problem.”
Like bruh! Thanks I obviously didn’t know that. If I could do it on my own why would I be here anyway right?
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