Feelings lately

Have you ever been in this strange situation where you realise it was not the people you hated but your own reflection?
That the bitterness you had in store was not for them?
That the decisions you made were not forced upon?
It was you all along
Your choices made you miserable
Your lack of love made you unhappy
Now there’s no way you could blame others for your misery.
And you need to take the burden of it,
But you don’t know how
Because oh boy! It’s hard
To accept and to love
But more to forgive
And you’re just sitting there wondering
“Where do I start?”