A confession

Have you ever had such a moment in your life when you realise that the fault lies within you?
Where you finally know that it was not the people or their actions that pissed you off..

But your own reflection!

And that the only one ruining your life is you.
Your choices made you miserable,
Your decisions made you the you you hate so much,
And now you don’t know how to deal with the truth.
How to do things right.
’cause that’s how you’ve been living your whole life.

And now you’re afraid of the changes
You’re terrified to not be the only you you know
The thought of it run chills down your spine,
But you know that you need to stop.
That you can’t go no more,
And oh!how you wish upon it to be untrue!
But…

Bitter as it is,
You know you can’t hide now.