Appreciate yourself a little more today.
Prime minister
If you could host a dinner and anyone you invite was sure to come, who would you invite?
I would have invite the prime minister of India cause he and I have some serious talks to talk.
With age comes Understanding!
What do you think gets better with age?
With age I think you “understand better”.. stuffs you sucked at before gets easy,situations which seemed complex get simpler..I think we really start understanding things in a much better way as we age.
Always an Early riser
What time do you go to bed and wake up currently?
Currently going to bed at around 11 pm and waking up at 6 am honestly it doesn’t matter at what time I go to bed for me I’ll always wake up early idk I suppose it’s a habit even if I’m sleepy whole day can’t help it.
Bunch of stuffs
What strategies do you use to increase comfort in your daily life?
Listening to music,singing,sleeping,crying my heart out,talking to someone trustworthy,going for a walk etc are few of the things I do to escape from my daily struggles.
Every moment
What are you most excited about for the future?
Every moment about the future excites me because it’s a mystery and mysteries are fun.
My pride: I could let go
What could you let go of, for the sake of harmony?
My ego and my pride I could let good of for the sake of harmony. I know for some it is hard and it’s not their fault its the society we live in and the functioning of the human body that they were made to only think about themselves in the long run but if I was given a hypothetical situation wherein I was given the power to choose harmony I would really give away my pride to maintain peace around because I know not everywhere “I” matter but sometimes “we” do too.
She knows
If a man is like him,
I don’t need a man.
If a husband is like him. I don’t need a husband
If a father is like him,
I don’t need a father.
If a brother is like him I don’t need a brother.
I feel so sorry for her
A man she can’t call her own
A man so egoistically formed
Why did he asked for her hand?
If love was just a game?
She could have find someone much better, she wish she knew.
But now she suffer in silence. In his presence more
Than his absence hurt.
She is an innocent soul for God sake spare her,
She was never yours to take, you better know that.
And though she knows she is happy alone,
the world shackle her with him says she has no choice.
It’s a shame on them who are they?
To decide for her and her own life?
But she , being so pure knows no better,
Than to sacrifice her life for the sake of,
her children she LOVE.
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What is your favorite genre of music?
Pop and country music
Life these days
Waking up at 5 with sleep in my eye
Dragging myself to gym when I want bed.
Going to class at 9
And sleeping through most of it was never my thing
I would trade my life for good.
And though Finals are knocking on the door
And I have like 10 months or so I doubt…i doubt being a med student was this easy.
Financial crisis at home
To my troubles they are unknown
Expecting so much from me while I can only give half.
Struggling through most of it and the insecurities that last.
With all the feelings of being lost in the journey
And of being an outcast.
The guilt of not trying enough
When I know I can’t
If only I could go back in time and fix my life.
The decisions I made doesn’t seem right.
But
Isn’t this how we all really live?
To live one day in doubt and the next with confidence
And a little HOPE to go by every single day.
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