what is life anyway without the exhaustion of being alive.

I have been hard on everyone and everything—but mostly on myself.
I have been strong for so long, holding myself to the edge, living in survival mode.
Now the damage is felt, the cracks evident, the exhaustion obvious.

Oh dear Sang, take a pause now.
You’ve been holding your breath for so long—you can let it go now.
You can relax.
You can just… just do nothing.
Just be,
Just exist.
Nothing is required of you.
Stop hurting yourself for all the wrong reasons.
It’s time to put down the useless weight.
The cracks and crevices may never be filled.
The shattered pieces may never be undone.

You hold great wisdom and power underneath that exhausted body and mind.
You curse yourself for feeling too deeply,
for seeing beyond sight,
for listening beyond words,
for understanding beyond emotions.
You use your heart more than your mind, a blessing in disguise.

In a world where humans lack humanity, and only a few understand what it stands for,
still, only a handful truly possess the gift.
It’s time to give yourself what you’ve been giving to others—
love, care, respect, time,
and everything extra.